i am off to laaandaan in a minute as i got free tix to see mitchell and webb record their radio show, returning on the coach on saturday, a flying visit indeed, gonna run all over london tomorrow seeing museums am very excited all in all.
missing my cambridge home very badly, have no structure at the moment and only feel contented when i am on the sofa watching sharpe with mum and dad or lying in mum's bed with her watching dvds aaaahh, heaven.
had an interview this morning then went off to leeds uni with my readers card to do some research for my book on victorians, stayed there from 11 until 430 literally without even noticing! came out and immediately was informed that i hadn't got the job. walked to the station and bought a litre of chocolate milk in m&s and drank it all (good idea? not sure yet).
applied for another job which seems like it'd be good but not holding out any hope.
it's very hard to concentrate on my illustration when i have NO money coming in. i feel that if i even just had 200 quid i could pay all my bills and have a 5er a week for bus fare and stuff, the problem with having nothing on the horizon is that you focus all your energy into finding some money to pay your bills, and wheh you can't even buy paper, you can't make a great artist.
the myth of the poor artist is ridiculous. no one is productive when they are poor, unless the thing that they do makes them money.
i was thinking about getting facebook again, shall i? no i reckon no, i fear it may be really useful in making contacts? and in keeping up with shit? is it? it isn't is it? oh bloody balls.
anyway just thought i'd put a quick entry in and stop being slack. i will return to wakey for good on sat and will not be going anywhere for quite some time! well, until the care home easter party anyway.
laters potaters.
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