forts...

well, after the excitement of the big draw, yesterday i was a lazy bitch, i accidentally fell asleep reading Private Eye and woke up at 1:30pm, by then I decided I may as well hang about the house in my pants, have a sandwich, and watch Murder She Wrote, I had 2 bad nightmares which had caused me to awake feeling depressed, so I wasn't in the mood for any kind of self-improvement... headed for the studio after Jessica Fletcher had wrapped it up, encountered the phantom pisser in the alleyway on Wednesday, it was an old alcoholic man, as Simon had predicted, he said that addictive people had quite a routine homing instinct, which has proven to be completely true, this man urinated on the top step of the alleyway that you have to use to leave our flat, it's really really really disgusting, you have to creep over it every single day... anyway, I suddenly came face to face with him on wednesday, having a fag and a rest in the passage, I'm always totally terrified of encountering anyone in the alley, especially at night, it's unlit and totally terrifying, the other day there were 3 girls smoking a glass hookah pipe in there??!! sometimes there's a couple snogging in there, it's very hidden, that's it's attraction to booze hounds and teenagers, and not to me...
OH MY GOD THE LAND BEFORE TIME IS ON RIGHT NOW!!!!!
i really don't know if i can watch it!!! it's too too sad!! she just said 'some things you see with your eyes, others you see with your heart', so true, so true, god, their parents are all gonna bloody die! i can't watch!!The kids are a bit small compared to the parents, they're about as big as their parents' toenails, I can't see how they could grow that much?Peetree, the pteradactyl is the best, remember him?
Now the mum is telling the son, Littlefoot, that they must keep to their own kind...hmmm

talking of keep to your own kind, i watched that Race Experiment last night on ch. 4, even though I know that I shouldn't really, I was curious, the premise is that two groups of people are isolated from one another, those with blue and those with brown eyes, then the blue eyed people are brought in to the room, and they are treated as inferior, and bullied, and subjected to humiliation by the brown eyed people, to get a taste of what it feels like to be of an ethnic minority in Britain today.
(the mum dinosaur is fighting a t-rex and is wounded, also the earth is splitting up and lava is flying out)
anyway, (i'm turning it off now, they've all been separated by the great divide, and his mum is dying on a rock, it's unbearable!) the programme was rubbish really, i think it may have gone wrong or something, for starters, it did seem a bit unfair that it was decided that these blue-eyed people needed to be taught a lesson, it's quite presumptive, but then having thought that, I was proved completely wrong by the fact that they were very indignant about being there, and angry, but were almost all saying casually very racist stuff! I think the point that it made, that generally white people think racism in Britain is not that bad, is very true, and valid. Some people walked out, which I think was fair enough, cause the woman was totally abrasive. I also don't know how helpful it was to portray the brown eyes as 'victims' which they literally were called over and over again.

anyway, on that theme, there's a demonstration tomorrow against the English Democrat party who are having a march against so-called "Islamification" tomorrow in Leeds (that's gonna go down well) so the anti-fascists and the socialists etc will be there to shut their stupid faces...
I'm looking forward to another lazy weekend, we bought a pumpkin to carve and to make some lovely soup, and I bought me and Rowey each a crazy headset from the pound shop which we can wear all sat evening while we stare at our pumpkin, he has a knife-through-head set up and i have a bright green bat on a hairband, sweet eh?


ok well i'm off, gonna treat myself to the wakefield express and the guardian today-!! I know!! and head 0f to le studio, i also need to continue my quest to find a firework display.
bon weekend!