so long suckas!

hey hey i am just finishing work and getting ready for the sweet taste of freedom as of 5 mins!!

heading to cam tomoz for a hosp appt then gonna mooch about and relax, then the big push down to Dorset on Sunday, cannae wait!

Dreamed that I had TB last night, well, i kept coughing fine mists of blood onto everything, (although i can't guarantee i wasn't doing that in my sleep) i was showing everyone like look look! no one was too bothered...
just looked on the shit dream dictionary, to dream of a disease means i may have a disease...thanks dream DICKtionary. I dreamed that I was feeding my rabbits lightbulbs off a string of fairy lights the other week, does it mean that the nutrition my bunnies crave is lights? oh that doesn't mean anything balls BALLS!
I sometimes have those hallucenogenic dreams where you wake up and you're doing something, the worst one i ever had was dreaming i was totally coated in flies and i was rubbing my arms trying to get them off and screaming and i woke up sitting up doing it it was well scary, brains are so powerful, i still vividly remember dreams i had as a child. I am really jealous of people who don't dream though because dreaming can actually be knackering, not to mention really distressing, when you dream of someone dead that you know or even worse of someone dying, or when your brain scrapes stressful situations out of your memories or people you don't want to think about, it can be well depressing and unsettling.
The worst is when you start on the happy pills, god, i had SUCH lucid, long, brightly coloured and totally exhausting dreams, and if i woke up and fell asleep for 5 secons i would have another, other people I've spoken to had the same thing, it's why i have never been interested in drugs, the idea of delving into my subconscious and hallucinating not only doesn't appeal to me, it terrifies me! why would anyone want to?! i don't get it. it's not the bloody 60's we know everything is bad now so stop pretending, I agree with mark on peep show, i want to put on radio 4 and have some toast and a little pill with a chicken on it isn't going change how things are!!!


anyway who cares about this you chumps, I am off to taste sweet freedom!!! WOOOOOOO


Back on Sep 1st when the blogs will become better and full of intrugue and will they/won't they and whodunnit and long lost relatives and foreign travel and fame and fortune and rehab and giant taxis and limos and cigars rolled on a virgins thighs and all that, but it'll mostly be more of the same old bollocks. :)