Tuesday, 2 June 2009

crushing pain.

Well, the labour counsellor who I emailed turned up at my house to speak to me on Sunday! I wasn't in but my dad chatted to him and said he seemed pretty much at the end of it all and in moderate despair about everything and was very moved by my email and the issues that I had raised. Pretty good result I think you'll agree?



Still have the acid brainache, absolutely throbbing. I don't know if caffiene will make it worse or better so i resist it for a few hours then give in. I decided to purify myself with water today, but have just given up and taken 2 co-dydramols and a cup of black coffee.
It said on the weather that it could go up to 28 degrees C today, and still there are about 40 students in here playing on their laptops, or just standing, or sitting around. It's beyond comprehension! We literally spent every spare minute in the sun when we were at school. Straight to the rec for a waterfight, or for tennis, outside all lunchtime on the playingfield, staying in would have been torture (like it is now) yet they get asked to stop dicking about and go outside by us and they do everything they can to sneak back in?! NOOOO don't make us go and sit on one of the lovely luscious green parks of Cambridge! DON't! You can't make me sit idly by the river, enjoying the ripple of the water, perhaps having a Marks and Spencer still lemonade(or even one of the anniversary edition old-fashioned drinks such as ginger beer-or if you're Rowey, Dandelion and Burdock), and a cheeky ice cream? No, not me, you can't make me, I want to sit under the air conditioning which is about -10 and tap on my laptop playing a game where a plane flies in space like i have done ALL WINTER and get repeatedly bollocked by two increasingly bad-tempered ladies, making sure that all of the blinds are drawn so that my only light source is fluorescent bulbs.
So that's the sitch.


I found this leaflet in my bike basket yesterday at the train station, it's for for the anti-fascist league, it has some terrifying stuff in it, some quotes from BNP leaders. This one is particulary striking, from Nick Eriksen, BNP London organiser, who once said, quite beautifully, 'some women are like gongs, they need to be struck regularly'. He also said that "Rape is simply sex. Women enjoy sex, so rape cannot be such a terrible physical ordeal...it is like suggesting forcefeeding women chocolate cake is a heinous offence." whaaddaaguy! 'A woman would be more inconvenienced by having her handbag snatched.' Yes, that's another one of his! And after all, he should know! I'm pretty sure no one would ever have had consenting sex with him. This was all on his blog, that day entitled, 'give her a slap'.
He came second in the BNP's list of candidates but even the BNP were forced to fire him as he was withdrawn as a candidate by an independent body, much as they probably resisted.


http://www.uaf.org.uk/ unite against fascism website, have a look.



We watched a pretty good programme last night called 'Feasts' it should be on i player, it was in Japan, the host went to see some local festivals, the penis festival, the baby sumo and the Naked Man festival. We enjoyed the baby sumo, in which babies are dressed up and whichever one cries first wins, it was pretty funny their little headresses were the funniest!

In the naked man festival more than 10,000 men get drunk and then chase a man through the town tring to touch his bald head for luck. It led to lots of jokes about Wakefield city centre on a saturday night...

anyway. I'm off. Gonna read some more Bad Science and try to shut out the voice of the 'the girl with the most annoying voice in the world' although I'm pretty sure that no one's ever managed it to date. She's already been home and gotten changed once today, not unusual for her. The headache is INSANE think i may need to go home. I'd really really HATE to die here! That would be typical. All the kids stepping over me to go and have a fag.

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