hello hello, i'm watching rhubarb and custard, custard just inserted a piece of cheese into the computer floppy disk slot. The tv is only really tuning into channel 5, so i am at the mercy of that today. wowee! Farmer wants a wife! a new series where a farmer gets to select a wife from some city ladies! can't wait for that, not at all backwards or awful! I will watch it though.
had a real lovely weekend with liv here, the flat feels so weird when there's no guests here... :C
made the most enormous curry ever and watched x factor, which was pretty sweet, saw simon cowell force a girl to take back a cheating boyfriend. i'm on gmtv now watching them analyse it as if it were an urgent political situation of our times.
just had a little detour to fill in every single competition on the GMTV website. how depressing.
jeezy creezy, jeremy kyle is pretty exciting today, there's a man with a tattoo on his neck who is shagging about 3 women i think he might fail the lie detector worse than anyone in the history of the programme...here it comes...........
sexual contact=lying, with becky=lying, intercourse=lying.
the man doing the test said the reaction was very strong... jeremy's manipulating her to get back onto the stage....
bloody men.
hmmm yes, this is a sad stAte for my life to have got into... i just briefly considered getting addicted to online gambling, when you go on the gmtv website it floods you with tempting offers, they certainly know their audience...
jeremy is telling this woman how to empower herself as a woman!
anyway. the job applications must continue this week, in a more desperate and frenzied way than ever! the studio is going to have to go by next month otherwise, then i will just be unemployed, not even an unemployed artist. I can't believe i'm not eligible to any kind of benefits. legally simon has to give me a living allowance, it's ridiculous, they didn't ask me anything.
i've got a bad oven burn on my arm, i just took the plaster off it, it's rank and squishy...
anyway. i am working hard at fighting the negative thoughts in my mind, it is hard though. on a monday morning with another week stretched out ahead and no prospect of paying for the studio, or my phone, or even paying the monthly interest on my overdraft, let alone anything that constitutes pleasure, like going for a coffee or something!
NO rose. positivity. Filling in job applications is unquestionably my most hated activity in the world. but i must face it. applying for jobs is my job now.
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