berk

i must add on reflection, that i didn't want to sound like a berk, i'm not trying to sound like i believe that i suffer more than anyone else, so many people have awful AwFUL health problems, inconceivable to me in their awfulness,  i was just talking about my own one, which is the only one i know about. Also it's my blog, and it's something which has occupied me a lot lately, so maybe things don't make sense without conveying that. now i sound like more of a berk... :C